Hurry up, now wait.
I feel like that is the story of my life.
I have always been in a hurry to get where I am going, even if I wasn't exactly sure where that was. I graduated from high school a year early. I finished my first bachelors degree in under four years. In each case, I was in a rush to get to the next thing. I felt that way in my most recent tenure in grad school. I just wanted to get through, so I could start doing the work. Then once I was doing the work, I just wanted to finish my hours so I could get licensed and move on to what ever was next.
Getting laid off is compelling me to change my ways. As challenging as it has been financially for me, it has forced me to slow down, take a breath and has blessed me with the opportunity to think more strategically about what I want my career to look like. I am reminded that I am going to spend the next thirty years, at least, working - often more than I want to - so being a bit more methodical and less rushed is really the best gift I could give myself at this stage in my career. What a challenging and good gift.