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Hello 37.

37 arrived yesterday out of no where.
I rolled over, snuggled deep beneath my covers, 
and there it was, staring me right in the eyes.  
I haven't decided if we are going to be friends, yet.
It came on a little strong from the get go, 
leaving dripping roofs and mud puddles.
It left me lonely, as one by one my loves left the house.
Today, we have eased into a mutual understanding, 
that with the rain, there too, needs to be some sun.  
37 arrived yesterday, and I am not sure yet how I feel. 

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